Sabtu, 17 Juli 2010

Dear my lovely

Facebook not only as a friendship site now!! I realize it. It caused by I know you from facebook. Haven't met you before, haven't knew about yourself!! Who am I? Who are you? we are so far. Different city, different hobby, and I think we don't have any similarity.

Looking you on facebook at the first time maybe is the first disaster in my life. I feel so in love everyday. Hey, you are cool you know. You are sweet and can take a position wherever you are. You are so polite, but you can predict which people who love you. You will not make them disappointed, but you also will not give them some hope. You do what should you do. You reply their wall as soon as possible. If you think it is not too important, you will ignore it.

But it just from cyber world. All my scores for you, all my judges, it just a conclusion from your facebook. I know how sweet your face just from your photo. I know how cool you are just from your status.

But the biggest question is, WHY I feel so in love with you? The hardest thinking is, WHY you are so influential in my real life? You know, everyday I always take a look to my cellphone. I just waiting your message. Every night, I turning my laptop on, and I am waiting you on facebook or twitter faithfully.

Am I get feed back? Am I get what I want? Absolutely no! You treat me like you treat all your friends. I think it is useful waiting for you.

Have you know, I was disconnect my relationship with my boyfriend? Yes, it just for you boy! Please realize it. i know, it is unreasonable. I have chosen a boy whom I just knew. Even, you never give your reason like I want. Honestly, my ex-boyfriend can't accept my reason. He said, it was reasonable!! I know, I realize, but it was the fact. I can't forget this feeling.

Slowly, day by day, I lost my feeling to my boyfriend. I was really sorry to do that. That isn't my plan!! That boy suddenly came into my life and make me so feel in love.

Now, I'm single. I just can waiting for him. Although he never give me respond, but I still can't change my feeling. I just realize what is love. Love is not logic. I love him more than my cute boyfriend.

But, whatever the reason is, it is my choice. It is my way. I will waiting for him. Never think how to forget him. I wish God will give me the best! Amin:)

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