Accepted in Gadjah Mada University requires me to move on Jogja. The beautiful city which I haven't know before. Maybe, being a collage student in UGM is one of my biggest dream. But it doesn't mean I know UGM at all. I think you can't believe that the first time I was going to Jogja for took a test. I never go there before.
I just know that according to Webomatrics reset in England, Gadjah Mada university is the best university in Indonesia. But it's not my first reason why I choose UGM. The first reason is my Grandpa. A few months before he passed away, he asked me to choose UGM.
When he passed away on December 2009, I promised to do anything to fulfill his desire. Not easy, of course!! My mind was divided. One side, I had to work hard. It is the most possible way to get one chair at UGM. In the other side, I still felt grieve because of my grandpa's dead. Divided my time also was not easy. In the morning, I went to school until 14.00 pm. And then, I went to Nurul Fikri, my course place. If I hadn't course schedule, I used that time for finishing my assignment.
Almost my time finished for study, study, study. I needed mall, shopping, and playing with my friends. What I possibly thinks at that time? Of course the reason was tired and bored! But when I would give up, I remember what my grandpa's have said to me. Yeah, I must be a college student of Gadjah Mada University.
It was correct, there is no futile effort. When we had greatest hard work, when we never felt tired to pray, when we asked our parents blessing, anything we dream come true! I was accepted in Gadjah Mada University! I was excited and couldn't believe it. I still remembered when I was crying in test. It caused by I couldn't answer those question. I just said, "God, could you please help me? If it is my way, please give me some simplicity". That was my actions when I saw those question.
And God listened it. He chosen this way for me. I believe, accepted in UGM is the best way which God has given to me.
Now, staying 3 weeks before my departure to Jogja. As the plan, on August 5th 2010, my family will accompany me over there. And since that day, I will be Jogja's community. It's hard for such a spoiled girl for me. I should do anything by myself. There is no Mbak Ani, my dearest maid anymore.
That's all success make me hesitate. It requires me to be an independent girl, finding new friends, and anything problems which I haven't met before. And the hardest thing is, I should live without my family! I never feel it before. In my experience, two or three days apart from my parents made me cry.
But now, I'm a mature person. I have to think that it is life! Life needs sacrifice. I believe, I can pass the day well. I will concentrate with my study. And my target is, four years later, I must go back to Jakarta and my study done. Can I do that? Let see 4 years later!
I just know that according to Webomatrics reset in England, Gadjah Mada university is the best university in Indonesia. But it's not my first reason why I choose UGM. The first reason is my Grandpa. A few months before he passed away, he asked me to choose UGM.
When he passed away on December 2009, I promised to do anything to fulfill his desire. Not easy, of course!! My mind was divided. One side, I had to work hard. It is the most possible way to get one chair at UGM. In the other side, I still felt grieve because of my grandpa's dead. Divided my time also was not easy. In the morning, I went to school until 14.00 pm. And then, I went to Nurul Fikri, my course place. If I hadn't course schedule, I used that time for finishing my assignment.
Almost my time finished for study, study, study. I needed mall, shopping, and playing with my friends. What I possibly thinks at that time? Of course the reason was tired and bored! But when I would give up, I remember what my grandpa's have said to me. Yeah, I must be a college student of Gadjah Mada University.
It was correct, there is no futile effort. When we had greatest hard work, when we never felt tired to pray, when we asked our parents blessing, anything we dream come true! I was accepted in Gadjah Mada University! I was excited and couldn't believe it. I still remembered when I was crying in test. It caused by I couldn't answer those question. I just said, "God, could you please help me? If it is my way, please give me some simplicity". That was my actions when I saw those question.
And God listened it. He chosen this way for me. I believe, accepted in UGM is the best way which God has given to me.
Now, staying 3 weeks before my departure to Jogja. As the plan, on August 5th 2010, my family will accompany me over there. And since that day, I will be Jogja's community. It's hard for such a spoiled girl for me. I should do anything by myself. There is no Mbak Ani, my dearest maid anymore.
That's all success make me hesitate. It requires me to be an independent girl, finding new friends, and anything problems which I haven't met before. And the hardest thing is, I should live without my family! I never feel it before. In my experience, two or three days apart from my parents made me cry.
But now, I'm a mature person. I have to think that it is life! Life needs sacrifice. I believe, I can pass the day well. I will concentrate with my study. And my target is, four years later, I must go back to Jakarta and my study done. Can I do that? Let see 4 years later!
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